KEEPER i call my FRiENDS

every child has a friend
neither a boy, or a girl.
they're always there to play with you, fight with you. laugh with you. everything.

ofcourse, when we're still a child, we still don't know the hell we're doing @ that time. LOL
but either way, it's a matter of completing the thoughts as a part of our life
without it, it's SO BORING -.-


practicing the pattern of life, i learn how to deal with others in a nice way.
as my ever loving mom told me " act like a girl when approaching someone. MANNERS is a must okay baby ? :) "


well. the " baby " thing there is really a part of it LOL .
em kinda boyish when i'm at my 1st grader times. maybe 4.5% ahaha.
when i was totally expose to competition, dancning, singing, speech and writing. everything.
that's when my self-esteem enhance. ehmagawd :D


and as i grew up and bloomed into a lovely flower :p
i am a sociable person . how did i know it?
well, when i was a transferee student @ MQ , on the next day. i knew the students of the whole department. ACHIEVEMENT ! lol
just a simple hi's and hello's at first ofcourse. and that's when i feel the confidence on me :]

and when em @ my highschool times.
issues issues. well.

[ let's skip this art :p ]



THiS IS THE GOOD PART :)



when em at CANOSSA ACADEMY at laguna.
sophomore. i feel the presence of HAPPiNESS there :]
first, i met timz , my stupid :]



actually she approached me .
and then she introduce her BFF , chi chi [ my fatfab]
and everyone there :]


issues went between us and my father
it really affects me though
i told my friends that i'll transfer to another school AGAiN !!! >=(
but good thang, it aint happen :]



junior year.


more friends. stronger bonding. issues. school. cheerdance. varsities :p







this time, i saw this lovable guy
he's name is " adrian alfonso atienza mamino "



he's so sweet as hell. haha. frank in a silly way.
he's my limitations. and everything.
most of the people when they see us, yall thought we're a couple.
DUH. we aint. haha. sorry bout that . :]
and that's when i met my " BHEZT FRIEND "

ayeeeeeeeeeh :)


a lot of thang happens, so much !






me, bhezt, tepi, jcie, bas, pia .






we're always together when its recess. lunch.

goin home. when @ tepi's place. :]

we had so much fun .

until one day a news spread out and it broke the fun we had.



i am totally movin out!
goin to pampanga :(
i had a despedida party. not really a party.
but yea . so all of em came .

and my bhezt friend had this cute, small flash design CD
he said " this is my remembrance for you , open it "
and i also got my laptop so i opened it. with my friends.
special mention my ever lovin biatch is there too. ERA :] and janine :p
so i saw there. our picture together.



and all of us was like " aawwwww :) "






i thank him so much and i was about to cry but he said " i'll get mad @ you if i saw one tear fallin down "



ahaha. and there. ofcourse, i didnt cry :)
and as the food was gone.
fillin the last film and battery that we have on our phones, cams and everything.
we called it a night
and ofcourse, i accompany em all for them to get a vehicle to ride on home.
and when we're on our way. we're still takin some stolen pics . haha

i had so much fun :)

they gave me their hugs and kisses and wave see you soon :]
i was so happy but so sad . atleast. for that day, i had the chance to be with them
though i know it'll take years again to see them .



@ PAMPANGA. Holy Angel Universty

-- i admit on my retreat. open forum " sharing time "

" honestly, i am expecting to have my retreat with my canossian friends. i am happy to be here having this retreat with you. but i will be more satisfy if i'm @ laguna cryin my hell out with my bhezt friend , i just want you to fill those times , that i'm with them. though the start of our "gettin-to-know" is bitter, just make me feel that i'm welcome. atleast i'll be okay. so thanx if you'll do it or not ".

well. it turned out to be okay, somehow. LawL



febuary 14 '10

the feeling aroused again.
i just saw the pics of timz at her fB .
the cheervarsities. i was suppose to be there.
if we didnt move out and i didnt transfer >=(
well. the least i can do is , wish em all GodBless.
and say im happy for them all :]

-- i'm not being obsessed. i am just learning the thing they call "commitment "