SiSA @ 9 :]

02 - 24 - 10

deim. can't believe. after a year..
here again, celebratin my SiSA at 9 :]
well. yea. but i cant get a manifesto.
deim. its like em gon be a NUN !
its a big NO NO !! :D
well. sorry. i can stay my faith on the LORD our GOD
but i cant be "iT" for my life. as in FOREVER!!!! :S
well. em just sayin :)
mah bad yall..
-- happy 9th single monthsary for me :D

got talent :D

--- i started to watch dance show when i was a kid way back then. and ofcourse
em laughing to see some of the p'fomers drop, crawl and everything. just
to add some entertainment ofcourse. XD when i was 5 y/o i just learn my
talent in singing. and acting :D i still remember singing aegis's song that time.
"ang halik mo, namimis ko" hahaha. eew. cant think i was singing that song :D
well. em just a kid. it's an EXCUSE . anyway. i'm always singing on the top of my lungs
that time. LOL nah really. i got the voice when i was still a kid . just to clear it out.

3rd grade.

--- i became a fan of sexbomb girls. hahaha.
deim. em laughin my cellulites out ryt now XD ohwell. that's life.
im with my mommy [grandma] that time. and she was a maestra.
so yea. she taught me how to be flexible. haha. to be a gymnast.
so a bit of stretching, stretching, and stretching! XD

it's kinda fun. stretchin yur muscles out. and yea i try try try try try yea.

so i did it all perfectly. well. cartwheel is the only thing i didnt learn.

ahaha. well. yea. XD no need to mention why.

5th grade.

--- our school was havin a monday presentation,

so our grade was assigned for the month. i was like HELLO! i CANT DANCE

i said to myself, but i kinda try to dance. our song was i think "where is the love"

yea i was like. okay i just dance. nothin happen.

a year after, 6th grade. me and my friend joi was assigned to do an introduction in the school's program

"whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?!" ahaha. all of the guys will be watchin! just jawkin. well really.

ofcourse its a SCHOOL PROGRAM wtf em i thinking .

well we dance BEP's my humps that time. and yall of em are yelling. haha

we join the cheerdance on our school that time. i think we're 1st runner up :p

6th grade.

--- em peaceful @ this time :D this is the time that i was somehow good in writing.

i became a journalist same time a cartoonist. wild imaginations LOL ahaha.

first. i write poems, second, composing songs. third. sketchin dress, gowns and

last is doin my editorial writing. XD JUST A DRAFT! ahaha! i know it's hard to grab some words

if you specifically dont have the topic that yall gon pick .

then yea, first @ school. then, inter, then regional. RSPC is the best!

FRESHiES

--- singing sensation :D ahaha. me and joi are always singing.

yea. and then when are intrams came, we joined the cheerdance again.

and our competitors are the higher lvl ofcourse, one of the year was my brother's.

deim. hahaha. we give it all ofcourse! i was the cheerleader that time! haha

it was a tough decision though, it almost came to the point having a tie!

between us and the juniors. deim! ohwell. at the end

we WON :D

SOPHieS

--- [varsity] LOL

JUNiORS

--- ohwyea. this is what i like the most.

just got on the audition fo the cheerdance fo the upcoming intrams of the school CAC [canossa academy calamba]

yea. so there everyday practice. not literally. but yea XD haha

i really burned my skin that time. but its all worth it :D

weh had this cute blue sailormoon outfit for our cheerdance. haha. anime is our theme that time :p

well yea. then BOOM!!!!! :D we held as CHAMPS :)

-- click here to watch : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-BU7wUN-P7s

SENiORs

--- naah . studies fo now. but i aweiz do my freestyles and still on sessions :D

CRUSHES :]

[ OF MiNE ]

kid rainen
usher
robert hoffman
chris brown
channing tatum
orlando bloom
KB 24
nelly
justin timberlake
t.i
mario
shane sparks
jesse mcartney

[ OF MY DaWG ]

dearest :)
usher
owen wilson
kris allen
david cook
jesse mcartney
r.kelly
luda
brad pitt
blake lewis
bamboo
jake cuenca
derek ramsey
jay-ar
richard guttierez
edward cullen

NON CELEB :]

[ OF MiNE ]

my one and only bhezt friend :]

(je :)

--- non celeb crushes yall just part of the list. but yall that doesn't mean that i STiLL GOT a crush on ya :]

KEEPER i call my FRiENDS

every child has a friend
neither a boy, or a girl.
they're always there to play with you, fight with you. laugh with you. everything.

ofcourse, when we're still a child, we still don't know the hell we're doing @ that time. LOL
but either way, it's a matter of completing the thoughts as a part of our life
without it, it's SO BORING -.-


practicing the pattern of life, i learn how to deal with others in a nice way.
as my ever loving mom told me " act like a girl when approaching someone. MANNERS is a must okay baby ? :) "


well. the " baby " thing there is really a part of it LOL .
em kinda boyish when i'm at my 1st grader times. maybe 4.5% ahaha.
when i was totally expose to competition, dancning, singing, speech and writing. everything.
that's when my self-esteem enhance. ehmagawd :D


and as i grew up and bloomed into a lovely flower :p
i am a sociable person . how did i know it?
well, when i was a transferee student @ MQ , on the next day. i knew the students of the whole department. ACHIEVEMENT ! lol
just a simple hi's and hello's at first ofcourse. and that's when i feel the confidence on me :]

and when em @ my highschool times.
issues issues. well.

[ let's skip this art :p ]



THiS IS THE GOOD PART :)



when em at CANOSSA ACADEMY at laguna.
sophomore. i feel the presence of HAPPiNESS there :]
first, i met timz , my stupid :]



actually she approached me .
and then she introduce her BFF , chi chi [ my fatfab]
and everyone there :]


issues went between us and my father
it really affects me though
i told my friends that i'll transfer to another school AGAiN !!! >=(
but good thang, it aint happen :]



junior year.


more friends. stronger bonding. issues. school. cheerdance. varsities :p







this time, i saw this lovable guy
he's name is " adrian alfonso atienza mamino "



he's so sweet as hell. haha. frank in a silly way.
he's my limitations. and everything.
most of the people when they see us, yall thought we're a couple.
DUH. we aint. haha. sorry bout that . :]
and that's when i met my " BHEZT FRIEND "

ayeeeeeeeeeh :)


a lot of thang happens, so much !






me, bhezt, tepi, jcie, bas, pia .






we're always together when its recess. lunch.

goin home. when @ tepi's place. :]

we had so much fun .

until one day a news spread out and it broke the fun we had.



i am totally movin out!
goin to pampanga :(
i had a despedida party. not really a party.
but yea . so all of em came .

and my bhezt friend had this cute, small flash design CD
he said " this is my remembrance for you , open it "
and i also got my laptop so i opened it. with my friends.
special mention my ever lovin biatch is there too. ERA :] and janine :p
so i saw there. our picture together.



and all of us was like " aawwwww :) "






i thank him so much and i was about to cry but he said " i'll get mad @ you if i saw one tear fallin down "



ahaha. and there. ofcourse, i didnt cry :)
and as the food was gone.
fillin the last film and battery that we have on our phones, cams and everything.
we called it a night
and ofcourse, i accompany em all for them to get a vehicle to ride on home.
and when we're on our way. we're still takin some stolen pics . haha

i had so much fun :)

they gave me their hugs and kisses and wave see you soon :]
i was so happy but so sad . atleast. for that day, i had the chance to be with them
though i know it'll take years again to see them .



@ PAMPANGA. Holy Angel Universty

-- i admit on my retreat. open forum " sharing time "

" honestly, i am expecting to have my retreat with my canossian friends. i am happy to be here having this retreat with you. but i will be more satisfy if i'm @ laguna cryin my hell out with my bhezt friend , i just want you to fill those times , that i'm with them. though the start of our "gettin-to-know" is bitter, just make me feel that i'm welcome. atleast i'll be okay. so thanx if you'll do it or not ".

well. it turned out to be okay, somehow. LawL



febuary 14 '10

the feeling aroused again.
i just saw the pics of timz at her fB .
the cheervarsities. i was suppose to be there.
if we didnt move out and i didnt transfer >=(
well. the least i can do is , wish em all GodBless.
and say im happy for them all :]

-- i'm not being obsessed. i am just learning the thing they call "commitment "

young @ heart, matured on mind :D

oh well .
got my 2nd account here :]
i've been through love since i was a 6th grader. too young :]
but i didnt take it too seriously though, it really do change my life and the way i take things.
but it kinda help me too :]
i learn how to be good , to be patient. but either way i never let my PRIDE down . LOL . through the years, people share their mistakes, their understandings, their feelings. i can't even utter a word when i hear those. i was like " -.- " hahaha. but nah, really. they thought i dont understand what the hell they're saying but they just dont know that i take 'em personally.
i bear em in mind. and that's where i learn to fight not just for mine, but for everybody esp. for my friends :D

thaanx for them all :]
i learn to get the RESPECT I DESERVE :]